Backtracking this whole of last week have been fruitful to me(:
Tuesday went to simei ite with wj took my beauty therapy cert . hahaha, after 1 yr i finally took the cert . (:
Met up with Boyfriend after that, supposingly was to accompany him to go for his interview but in the end he told me he is going on friday instead. Headed to his house, slacked and have dinner at his place and back home(:
Wednesday meet up with yinghui at tamp , have dinner at pastamania and backed home(:

Red sand beach , Maui
Beach with fury red sand


Pfeiffer Beach, Usa
Beach with Romantic purple sand


Hyams Beach , Australia .
Beach with the whitest sand on earth .


Punala Beach , Hawaii .
Beach with mysterious Black sand .


Pink sand beach , Bahamas .
Beach with sweet pink sand .

This is the beauty of nature , where earth amaze us .
I want to go to these beaches with boyfriend when we are older . (:
Life is short , too much unduly worries won't bring me anywhere .
Im trying hard to not think so much , but sometimes i'm still unable to control myself.
He is someone closest to me, someone i loved deeply and someone who i wanna cherish and wanna last long with .
At times, i rly wish i could tell him tat im sincerely sorry but i don know why whenever i meet him i would not have said the sorry in the sincere way but in anthr way .
How do i tell him how i rly felt ? When in the end, it is all about the same thing repeatedly. I regretted losing my temper at him last night for reasons like he didn't care for me when i fell down .
Deep down in my thoughts , i always wanted him to have some time with his friends , have his own goals, have sth to keep him occupied for example going to work .
But then again i'll start to fear that he will not have enough time for me . can someone tell me is something wrong with me ? =/
I witnessed his effort of trying to give me secure , and the feeling of his warm embrace and the thought of him never letting go will make me feel secure more then enough.
But why i am still scare and worried in the end ? The night when he bought me to mount faber i have been wanting to say thanks and i rly appreciate all ur effort of trying to give me secure but i couldn't bring myself to say because i don know how to start to say thanks and sorry. =/

im just too afraid to lose you, boy.

Friday
Boyfriend brought me to changi aiport to try Popeye (:
And, we went to mount faber after that .
we walked all the way up the hill , and before we went up , we saw a sign " tree and branches may fall, take care"
LOL, and i begin to be irritating by keep repeating it . =x
The night scenery at mount faber was nice , although we keep feeding the mosquitos there. :/
Hahah, but overall i enjoyed the trip there . (:
Saturday
went to orchard with fu xing , bear , hao jie and wei jie together with boyfriend.
then we went to bugis, accompany boyfriend to buy his bag and we went to have steamboat for dinner (:
Arcade after dining, and home sweet home(:
Battle gear was still his game at arcade . LOL . =x
and today, we were the photo master for photo hunt . :P LOL !!
Sunday
Happy mother's day! Have dinner together at bedok south area , necklace was the gift from my sister and me this year .
ilovesongjianhao. <3

went to watch im 17 again with boyfriend at tampines after his basic theory exams. and yes, boyfriend passed his test(:
Headed on to mos burger and have our meal , den cold storage to get our drinks and snacks . (:
After that we went to arcade, and he is f-o-r-e-v-e-r into his freaking battle gear . LOL X:
Anyway, i think that this show it is nice , rating 4.3/5*
i feel that Being with someone you love is a blessing . <3

Thursday, went to my dental appointment after skipping my appointment for so long :X
Oh, and my parents went thailand(:
Rachel, B , and ann chen came to my place and slacked , LOL .
After that , went to century square with boyfriend and have our dinner at one of the cafe there .
The food there was quite nice, went arcade see boyfriend play his stupid car . LOL x:
he is sooooo "pro" :P
Friday, went ikea with B .
Bought a table lamp, a bathroom mat and a glass container(:
I wanna buy alot things more when he drive(:
By the way , sth embarrassing happened when i was shopping with boyfriend at giant . -.-
We were playing five ten and i lose the bet . And the bet was to sit inside the shopping cart and be push ard . -.-
It is like so fucking ps . >< All thanks to boyfriend, but nehmind soon it'll be his turn lor !
i decided to blog this out cus of the bet i lose to ahboy .. -.-
Saturday, went to bear place's . we went swimming(:
den have dinner at his place and B cycle me to ecp as they are going prawning , while i was waiting for my parents to come and fetch me and yay they are back from thailand(:

Kianean♥
18:D
Aquaries
Come from Mars
A un-crazy and retarded lady,
who loves to laugh

ATTACHED & UNAVAILABLE♥

Loves♥ :
Pooh Bear, Stars and heart shapes , Family , Song Jianhao♥ , Bond family and all my GFS :D




12.10.09'
K- session with Rachel Javier and SJH(: :D

15.10.09'
Julie and Julia with SJH(: :D

24.10.09'
Nikki's one month old celebration(:

30.10.09
Poker king @ town(:

7.11.09'
Chomp chomp with Rachel , Javier and SJH♥

More $$ :P
More clothings
A everlasting love♥
Car licence♥
Longer hair
Colour hair
Go underwater world with Song Jianhao :p and Bond family

Camera
Fish spa with Song Jianhao(:
Genting with Bond family(:
Couple tee

Spam Me & I'll Ban You :D

BREAKAWAYS;Y

Emily :D
Clement :D
Ah wang :D
Fee yawn :D
Xiangxiang :D
Yiting :D
Jaslin :D
Nita :D
Sister :D
Lina :D
Rachel :D
YingHui :D
Jacq :D
Peirong :D
Kaiyang :D
Ann chen :D
Karmen :D
Jiahwa :D
Yvonne :D
Michelle Mummy :D
Josephine :D
Fu xing :D
Yi ning :D
Stella :D
Amelia :D

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